Friday, April 02, 2004I enjoy every moment i spend with you...
well at least that is what i think i remember frm what he said yesterday nite(or shud it b dis morning?) and i dont even know whether i shud just let go and just fall. no, i shudnt. i shudnt fall. i cant. i dont want to get hurt anymore. no more...no more. Mal is definitely a great guy, i wont deny that. but i am confused whether i shud let myself fall in love again. why shud i? i practically mean nothing to him...well at least that is what i think. sigh... hhbjhbjhbfglkuyft *hunny bangs her head against her keyboard*
met Mal yesterday for supper. well actually supper just for me only. i was starving n he was willing to meet n accompany me. we went to al-ameen and predictable as it is, ijat, imran and asri were dere. no surprise dere, that's for sure. but the ones surprised were them. dey definitely didnt expect to see me there, especially with another guy. well they still dont know that joker and i have broken up. ijat was squinting to confirm that it is really me he is looking at. ijat even was looking at me when i wanted to go up Mal's bike. haha i seriously dont even know what was up wit that. i waved to imran when rode past him n asri. we then made our to a reservoir near kranji. i cant really remember the name of the reservoir tho. haha. silly old me. hung out there for a while before we went to bukit panjang park and sat there looking at the reflection of the moon on the water, sitting quietly in the nite...easing into each other's warm presense...by the time i got back home, it was alrdy 4plus am.
every single moment i spend wit this guy, the more i forget what happened just days ago. i enjoy the conversations, the laughter, the tickling, the poking....to sum it up, i enjoyed everything. hmmm....sigh...