Sunday, April 18, 2004
i am doing myself more harm than good.... the same goes for the flu. i am sick... damn sick.... damn damn sick. i keep on sneezing, my nose is runny(not literally!) and i can feel myself getting weaker n weaker. oh let me whine... let me complain... this is my damn blog. man, i am in a damn fucked up mood. damn.
Mal is sending me the laptop.. will b meeting him soon. ya noe, i so want my relationship with him to work but if almost no effort is put in, wat d hell for right? *love at your own risk.... but it is a risk i am not really willing to take.* shud i give up now?? or keep on going even if it means i will be disappointed n hurt in the end?? i'm tired.... so darn tired.... physically n emotionally...