Monday, April 26, 2004
i am becoming paranoid..... i seriously am..... i've not stopped thinking about Mal... he has been on my mind for the past weekend till now. i really dont know what else to think. if only i have his home number or just any of his friends's numbers, at least i'd know by now. my mind is running wild with what is going on with Mal now. oh God, please protect Mal from any harm. if there is any harm bound for him, please just give that pain and harm to me. i just want him safe and sound back to me. i just want him to call me. i am so damn fucking worried... i kept calling his handphone but still no reply... just what else should i do??? email him?? find him in the whole of choa chu kang??? AARGGGHHH!!! where the hell are you Mal????