Sunday, April 18, 2004
ever since i updated my picture gallery in anakmelayu.com, i've been getting hoards of sticky notes and virtual kisses and somehow, i am getting fed up. most guys only took notice after putting up such sexy pictures... this only tells me that they are only after girls with looks. dey can go n fuck emselves for all i care.
(Damn it, i am down wit slight flu!! fuck it man, fuck it!)
ok ok, i'm not rly in my best mood but at least dere is no one around me to incur and receive the wrath of me. *WOOOOZAAAAHHHHH...* staying as calm as i can.... staying as relaxed as i can... *breathe in!! breathe out!!* hoookay, i'm fine... i'm fine.... yah yah... n pigs fly. wat d hell is happening?
sigh, i hav been thinking so much recently. i've been thinking.. wishing for someone to shower his love on me... to caress my cheek.... to give me tender kisses... mostly juz someone who is romantic... but in my dreams!! to come across a guy who is romantic is near impossible!! hmm wonder y i am talking like this even tho i have Mal?? tt's coz i realise juz how "not serious" our relationship is. hmm...how do i explain it? it is like i'm juz dere juz to keep him happy or sumthing.... no more den tt.... hmm.... hard to explain lah... haiz.... i feel dejected... i feel rejected.... i feel depressed.... i feel.... like this is part dream, part nightmare... HELP!!