Thursday, April 22, 2004
do i sound like a psycho? well i think i look like one....
Mal is actually now online in MSN but he hasnt even messaged me. does he realise i am online? even when i do go online when he is online, he still doesnt make the first move. should i tell him my grievances? should i tell him how i feel??
i am in love with someone who makes it seem like i have no boyfriend. it is like, he is my boyfriend but the way things are, it doesnt seem to be like he is. just recently he said that he feels guilty about not treating me right... well it sounded to me like he wanted to break up with me. but he didnt ask to break up and after all that guilt talk, somehow things hasnt really changed. i'm confused.... so confused...