Sunday, April 18, 2004
as i wait and wait for Mal to log in MSN, i wonder if he even cares. he told me that we will meet online.... then he said he will be logging in late cos he has to meet his frens for a while... n now it is already 4.30am... how late did he mean?? sigh, i think he is juz taking me up for a ride. he is not even responding to my msgs.
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oh great, he juz msged me saying he is actually still outside with his frens near the botanic gardens. he sure waited till at such a time to tell me he is still outside when i am here waiting for him like a fool. AAARRRRGGHH! ok dis is getting a bit too unbearable. fuck it... fuck love.. fuck relationships.. fuck it all... i'm getting back my laptop from him asap.. not juz cos of dis but cos my mom is nagging at me abt it. i dont care anymore.
*can you hear my heart crackle frm it turning icy cold too fast??*