Wednesday, March 24, 2004I try but I cant seem to get myself
To think of anything
But you
Your breath on my face
Your warm gentle kiss i taste the truth
I taste the truth
We know what I came here for
So I won't ask for more
I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
Theres nothing more to say
Theres nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you
there is nothing more that i'd want than to meet him right now. today is his off day actually. he had a 10am medical checkup and he said he has to meet his insurance agent after that. well until now, i believe they are still together. i just wanna meet him today. i am willing to cut my workshop later to just one hour and i even told i am not goin to Jams just so that i can spend time with him. i dont know why but i just need him so badly right now. doesnt he want to see me?? he can just hurry the agent to finish everything up and then we can meet up but dont think he'll do that. why cant he just tell the agent he got something on which he needs to attend to soon? am i not important?? i just feel like crying right now. i just feel so stressed, so horrible, so upset, so down inside. i miss him so terribly and plus my mood swings caused by my period, no wonder i am feeling like this.
*i wish i am hitting my head against the wall* this headache is rly pounding sak.