Sunday, March 07, 2004
i am in a bloggy mood. donno y but i'm so damn tooting bored. nowadays as nite comes, i wont be sleeping. instead i'd be wide awake watching tv or surfing the net. i seriously donno wat's going on in me but i hope it wont go on for long. i seriously wanna learn how to change watever that's needed in my blogger to make it look more interesting. i'm that dumb when it comes to the blogger except for updating on my mundane life. tomorrow(or shud i say later on??) i've got my dance practice again and somehow that's the only thing i ever really look forward to in my life other than meeting my sweetheart irwan. oh well forgive me for being so clingy to him but dis is wat happens when love strikes me. i get emo and vulnerable and all....like if i lose him, i mite as well be losing my entire life. donno how da heck he became such an essential part of my life now. am i dat needy and desperate?? ah toot it. mite as well juz say i'm a flippin psycho. haha. i'm all psyched up for my dance practice later. tho my knees are black and blue frm all the constant moves i try to make up for the dance, i still have the strength to dance and dance like nobody's business. guess my passion for dancing is dat deep...hahaha! i'm so praising myself here. as for irwan and i, we are fine now. seems like he and i hav a communication barrier with which i hope will b overcome soon enuf. and hey, guess wat?! i can feel my stomach muscles!! haha!! damn it feels so good. i can feel my muscles tightening up around my waist, my back, my shoulders and my thighs. it feels so damn good, it is as good as going to the gym! but it is damn tiring. sooooo tiring that da moment i get bck hm, i'd juz sleep and i'd end up wit itchy scalp which i'd scratching thru da whole nite cos i didnt shower. yeah yeah, i noe it's disgusting. but hey, i was damn tired!! cant blame me.... damn it's a hot nite...