Wednesday, February 25, 2004
i miss him. i miss him so much. but still no calls or msgs from him. not even a single one. yam said dat since i miss him so much, i shud juz go n call him. so it's juz gotta b me who have to take the first initiative is it? sigh...da past few days, i've lost so much of my appetite dat i lost 1 kg!! geez!! maybe i shud get my heart broken more so dat i can lose more weight. aiyoh stupid idea! haiz....today is yan's bday but he don even noe which place to go, grand or 369 cos he feels so obligated to go down 369 for asri and grand for abon. wonder why he is da one who should be feeling obligated when it is his birthday and he can basically do anything he wants. yam was just complaining to me just now on the fone. sigh. people people. now i feel like i just wanna stay home and sleep one whole day. come to think of it, i read somewhere dat ppl who oversleeps and dont really wanna get out of bed is just one sign dat dey might be depressed. hmm, am i depressed? i sound like it..i feel like it..maybe i am. haiz so wat if i am? doesnt matter to anyone. who cares? sigh...