Monday, February 16, 2004
for nearly two days now dat he hasnt even called me to say sorry or watsoever!!! damn it....why is he doing this?? if he has work problems, at least tell me so dat i wouldnt be so damn worried abt him! he cannot confide in me or something?? is it cos he doesnt trust me?? juz wat is he thinking?? juz wat is he feeling?? why does he keep so much to himself?? am i that useless to him?? i admit i was very angry before but now as time passes by, i miss him terribly and i am the one who wanna call him. but if he do care for me, why wont he just call me? i only received a mass message from him saying to respond to him asap if anyone wanna go beach rd. in the end, i replied saying dat he didnt make any plans wit me so why da hell for shud he msg me for....i was just so angry wit him cos he can just make plans wit other ppl when he got plans wit me to go sentosa for a small picnic. he didnt even call or watsoever until now. am i over-reacting or is he selfish? juz why wont he call?? he didnt even send a single message saying he is sorry. i dont think he even noe wat lesson is to be learnt. well cos he doesnt even listen to me. every single advice he gives me, i listen but when i say something, he treats it like a kid telling him wat to do and so he shrugs it off. my goodness, am i even his girlfriend?? argh!!! forget it!! i'm going out later for a small belated bday dinner for linda sponsored by my boss, kate....it'll juz b an all girl thing i hope den i can just try to forget everything single bad thing for just tonite...i hope!!