Thursday, February 19, 2004
ah i juz feel so excited today!! i feel like dressing up myself and just show myself off to anyone!! hahaha....i donno y i juz feel dis way. i even made plans to drop by at NP later to meet nadia and lyn for a short visit...for lunch...i miss da damn delicious food dere. hehehe...and i am going down to serangoon for a threading session. this is going to be my first time ever shaping my eyebrows!!! soooo excited!! den in maybe an hour's time, i'm going to get myself new specs...my current specs is giving up after 5 long years!! hmmm, maybe i should get nice metal-rimmed specs or frameless specs. i noe i will definitely look good in dat! well i am actually doing all these to impress irwan. i want him to look upon me as presentable at da least!! i know i have to go up to his standards and it's going to take a lot of effort...sigh the things girls do to impress and push her standards to his high standards. ah niway, i'm all up for it. why diss someone who wants me to look better?? i noe ppl will juz comment dat he shud just love me for who i am....i do get frustrated at him sometimes cos of his endless comments on my attire no matter how hard i try to make myself perfectly presentable to him. considering his past girlfriends who are a bevy of beauties, how can i be an acception?? and he is the type who likes to dress smart and enjoys food at high class restaurants and watsoever.....am i just complicating myself wit such a guy?? ah shucks, now i'm putting myself down. i shud just stop talking abt it and come back to the topic of ME!! hehehe.....i am going to pamper myself endlessly!! hehehe....cant wait!!