Saturday, January 24, 2004
it is such a cold night....and here i am sneezing and sniffing away...hate it when i hav a runny nose. waiting for my cuz to come back frm clubbing wit her bf. it is alrdy near to 5 but she doesnt seem to be arriving at all. well i cant sleep too cos i've been in and out of sleep da whole damn day. didnt even go out and u can imagine juz how damn bored i was at home wit boring programmes on tv. it was no wonder why i kept going in n out of sleep. had no one to talk to...he was wrking the afternoon shift, imah went to sentosa wit her frens n imran for her birthday, my best frens are bz wit their own stuff. SOOO BORED!! sounds soo sad and pathetic aint it? hahaha....ah well, i cant wait for later cos den i can go out wit my 3 best frens in da world and also meeting my darling irwan after dat. i miss him terribly. we met each other everyday n today was juz one day we didnt meet cos he was wrking da afternoon shift and also wrking the morning shift the nxt day. i wish i am in his arms right now....he keeps me so warm during times like these. almost everytime now as i sleep on my queen size bed, i actually feel lonely..wishing for him to be bside me so dat i can sleep better. i think i sleep faster with him beside me...me in his arms...him in mine...keeping each other warm and safe. he always makes sure i sleep comfortably first before he thinks of himself. never have i gotten such great treatment from any guy before. i guess from wat i am saying, it is no wonder how quickly he caught my heart. sigh...miss him so much...