Friday, September 26, 2003
tomorrow is da "BIG" day.....wonder what is so special abt it? i am just going to turn 1 yr older only. well yesterday nite, i went to hendrix.was supposed to go in wit my fren n his frens but he had probs goin in so i went in first n joined his group of frens inside...was a little bored cos i didnt have anyone to really dance wit and no guy has caught my eye...well at least not yet till this two guys came in and i noticed dis guy wearing a rainbow top on his head n yellow sweater. wat i noticed was his sweet face and i was wondering if he could dance. i tot that if he could dance, i will definitely try to wiggle myself in to dance wit him!! hehee...i had noticed him all nite actually...he was just at the dj booth wit his own bunch of frens. geez, most of da nite was so boring. at one point i was even dancing by myself!!! so boring! just at dis one point, i was dancing wit one of my girl-frens and i knew the guy i was eyeing was nearby. i just didnt know that he was going to be side by side when i turning ard dancing...hahah we ended up making moves at each other and he came to me and i think my fren was pissed considering she walked off da dance floor. oh well she was actually pissed off with her bf. we were just dancing so close and we were clinging on to each other as if for dear life!! hehhee....gosh, we got so close that we ended up kissing and for the first time, my mind blacked out to the rest of da ppl in da club and the music and just concentrated on this one kiss!! when i finally realised what i was doing, i just pulled away and i was surprised at what i had done!!!the first guy i ever dance with so personally with and the first guy i ever kissed in a club while dancing!! hehehe....his lips is tender n soft. MMMM!!! even though the whole dancing thing only lasted like half hr, it was the best half hr i've ever had in my whole entire time clubbing! after everything ended, he asked for my number and we exchanged digits. da most surprising thing is dat he lives in wlands too!! heeh..such a coincidence. we went to the bus stop. even though it says dat the last bus is at 3.33am, we were dere frm 3am till 3.45am and still no bus!! we(me, him and his friend) ended up hanging ard esplanade. during that time, we got to know each other so much better and i realised we can really click. i am very comfortable with him actually and this scares me. even he said he has not talked such personal things to a girl for so long at just the first meet and he couldnt believe it was happening to him!! haha!! he is such a sweet guy. i just love his smile. sigh...seriously, he said dat he didnt even want to come down to hendrix dat nite n i was supposed to hav my clubbing date yesterday n he ended up having probs going in. we were definitely fated to meet but are we fated for each other?? my goodness, there was so many signs and clues but i dont noe wat to make up of it!! i am so scared!! oh god help me!! what does this all mean?